This picture is of my MOM. It was taken in October 2018, when she was diagnosed with Chronic Kidney Failure(5th stage). I was a new born baby to the Professional world at that time. Her both kidneys failed and she was on Dialysis thrice in a week.
Being a single parent from past 8 years, she was the only hope to me for whom I was earning. Suddenly one day Doctors examined and told if we want her alive, we need to go for dialysis. Being only a beginner, I could only support her mentally but not financially. A day came when I was feeling no worth of my life. I used to be with her alone, handling most of the things. My sisters also came for my support and gave postive energy to her.
One day in night time, doctors suddenly told me to buy medicines worth 20000 for that night. Having no money, I couldn't find a way how to buy those as I was short of 12000. I felt hopeless and went to the top floor of hospital and was seeing out of windows. Many negative thought emerged out of that helpless situation. I felt like my sadness was driving my mind to do anything which is the worst. I thought to jump out of the window, but couldn't do that because I was coward and weak. Luckily I called my brother Mintu and he told me many things to stabilize my situation. I asked my friends for help and they all helped me.
Still I was feeling the situation of discomfort so I created a fund raiser campaign to support her. I only provided the link of the fundraiser campaign in my college friends group. I felt worst that day so I cried alone and slept. While I was dealing with my mother's condition, they all were dealing with how to raise fund. Everyone who supported was like an angel in disguise at that moment.
I used those money to treat her in the future. She was alright for next 2 months and her treatment went well. Her situation was stabilizing, meanwhile I went to different NGOs and Hospital for Kidney donors and transplantation. Many people helped me in guiding the process and I was confident that every thing is possible if you want to make it happen.
But on 5th January due to the infection in the wound, she had cardiac arrest and took her last breath. I cannot describe that day in words. This was one of a kind where we are speechless, helpless, hopeless and broken from inside. It took 6 months and more for me to overcome that situation and come to the normal phase. So after that I donated most of the amount to the different fundraiser suffering from issues.
My mom should have been happy to see me growing, and I am thankful to her that whatever I am today, it is because of her belief that I can do anything in my life.
So now when people say me Why are you money centered? I give them only one answer, You also will become like me if you ever face those circumstances.